Baby Doll
Closed my eyes clenched my fists catch a breath and don't let go stay dead still
I'll sing a song inside my head to numb the freezing fear of his body in my bed
I'll play my part to feed his thrill praying all the way for the silence to stay
misleading trust a thirst lead by lust
hollow tears never appear another feeling lost
left ashamed an undressed doll
So, dearest brother you have torn my pride and tossed me aside
You have stolen my strength silenced my screams with a daily dosage of scars
was it the sin itself or I who seduced you
placed on your shelf I will watch them wait for my final derail
just to learn that I am all that can make me fail
I can feel pleasure, passion and pain
I love and hate all the same
I am mine a life-like doll living again.
by: Jene Nell |